have i gone crazy?

...for real, this time? 

reality seems to be slipping away.

and though, for the first time ever, i feel like things are finally starting to fit,

and mysteries are finally starting to make sense,

i am hearing "you've lost it." 

though i feel like i've gained "it" 

i am hearing "you're acting crazy." 

though i'm not acting. 

but i'm also hearing whispers and bells that aren't there.

so...um...shit.